Monday, April 30, 2012

Sunday, April 22, 2012

FIRST TIME IN A BED

Last night, i slept with a boy in his bed…and nothing happened.
This has never happened to me before. I always cracked under the sexual tension of two bodies under covers away from regular life… always surrended to the temptation of the pleasure of being admired and touched…
I think i'm growing up.

Sunday, April 15, 2012

CONTROL

His words make me shiver…
When he looks at me, i feel like i'm the only girl in the world…
His presence could make me safe in the middle of the ocean…
Whenever i think of him, i smile from a sweet hug to my soul...

Yet i'm not attracted to him... sexually.
I wish i had more control over myself.
I wish i was able to make sense.
I wish i stopped lusting ones that i don't care about.

I wish i could lust who i love.

BE

Friday, April 13, 2012

GIRLS WITH HUSBANDS

This photography series is from the amazing World Press Photo Foundation. A foundation dedicated to photojournalism to educated and share the realities of the world though the art of photography.
I believe it belongs on our blog for the simple reason that marriage is directly linked to sexuality, and when a women is forced into it, it is a crime. When a child is forced into it, it is beyond words.
Some are married to much old men, some to young boys. Nevertheless, when a girl is married, even to a boy, she has to go live with her husband's family. Which usually means, little contact with her own family, and working hard for her in-laws.
"Every year, all over the world, millions of girls below the age of 18 undergo marriages initiated by their families. The tradition of child marriage spans continents, religion, and class. Girls who marry early often abandon their education. The incidence of maternal and infant death is high for women who give birth under the age of 18. Child marriages often take place in defiance of national laws, and despite education programs about health issues. They are seen as an economic necessity in some regions, or are deeply ingrained in local culture."
Watch, learn, cry, scream.

10 June 2011. Hajjah, Yemen. Tahani (in pink), who was married at the age of six, and her former classmate Ghada, also a child bride, stand with their husbands outside their home in Hajjah, Yemen. At first, Tahani hid whenever she saw her husband, who was 25 when they married.

26 April 2009. Delhi, India. Rajni (5) was woken by her uncle at 4 o’clock in the morning, and taken to be married at a secret location.
29 January 2010. Al Hudayda, Yemen. Young brides, between the ages of 14 and 16, gather in a schoolroom in Al-Maras village. Because of the unavailability of women teachers in the village, they had not been permitted to attend the school.
26 April 2009.Delhi, India. Kishore (13) and his new wife Maya (8), inside their home.
16 August 2010. Bahir Dar, Ethiopia. An Ethiopian teenager breastfeeds her baby. Her husband wasmaimed shortly after their marriage, and she returned to live with her family indefinitely.
08 July 2010. Hajjah, Yemen. Sidaba (11), Qawla (12), and Galiay (13) are escorted to their future husbands’ home. The sisters married three brothers.

Thursday, April 5, 2012

UPSIDE DOWN UNIVERSE

You know what i'm referring to, most of us ladies have lived it maybe (and sadly) more than once.
You know that time you slept with this one guy you didn't necessarily like that much or was that attracted to, but somehow did it to either get over another guy or just coz u wanted new action.

And then the sex is blaah or even bad.

But SOMEHOW the Mother Fucking Theresa in you decides to give him another chance or just try again 'coz he's a nice guy.
Then the Upside Down Universe takes over and the dude starts acting like a fucking prick!

Now your heart is beating faster from anger because U KNOW THAT FEELING OF W-T-F!!!!!
You just wanna go "yo, asshole, YOU'RE the loser, your dick is not half good plus you're an idiot and I WAS COOL ENOUGH to stick with you, what Universe do you live in??!?"

The Upside Down Universe. The one all the "fake nice guys" come from.

Sunday, April 1, 2012

RUSSIAN PHOTOGRAPHY

Found on the internet…
Food for….dirty dreams.




TOE SUCKING

I've recently experienced something new. Nothing crazy but somehow something i've never had done before...
Him sucking on my toes while doing me.
I'm not sure what gives it such dimension, maybe all the reflexology points...
Crazy sensations.
Tickling being one of them.