Sunday, April 15, 2012

CONTROL

His words make me shiver…
When he looks at me, i feel like i'm the only girl in the world…
His presence could make me safe in the middle of the ocean…
Whenever i think of him, i smile from a sweet hug to my soul...

Yet i'm not attracted to him... sexually.
I wish i had more control over myself.
I wish i was able to make sense.
I wish i stopped lusting ones that i don't care about.

I wish i could lust who i love.