This situation is the worst i could ever be in.
Why? Well: he happens to be one of the best friends of the man who raped me years ago. And he doesn't know. Nobody knows. I live frightened in the thought i could bump into him.
I am so afraid i have to let him go. Even though he is the only man i want right now.
I see no solutions. I am trapped, yet again by this man i hate. Years later. Still trapped.