My exes have left me several scars over the years but the most annoying one is the feeling that no man wants to build with me. This nagging insecurity has me over thinking every stupid date I go on and often leaves me feeling hurt when relationships I didn't even want don't end up working out.
Ridiculous. I know.
Knowing I have this problem, I often have to take a me-day and be like 'Woooah mama, what are you even looking for?' and most of the time I realized I'm making something way too deep out of nothing cause in all honesty, at this point in my life, all I want from a guy is a devoted physical attention, loads of flirting and a whole lot of fun. I rather keep my tears for when I'm actually trying to find a man to build a long lasting relationship with.
In the meantime I'm putting my brain and insecurities on pause so I can enjoy a whole lot of this
If you can't provide the feeling above, you need not apply.